I seem to see you everywhere.
To date, I've spotted everything and anything.
To date, I've spotted everything and anything.
Your face shape, your gait, the way you carry your bag, the way you talk the phrases you use, your eyes, your smile, the way you smell, your contact lens solution
And all these times my heart miraculously stays still for 5 whole seconds and my brain freezes because I half think it is you.
5 seconds later my soul comes back and I'm still staring at the person but I know it can't be you because you were destroyed right infront of me.
In the worst situations, people talk about hope against hope.
I can't even hope.
There is absolutely no form of hope.
Sometimes I think it would have been better if I hadn't seen it myself then perhaps, I could pretend you're still somewhere and hope against hope.
But now I can't even hope to see you again.
I'm sorry I've been through this a thousand times but it still hurts and each time it seems to get worse will it ever go away?
And all these times my heart miraculously stays still for 5 whole seconds and my brain freezes because I half think it is you.
5 seconds later my soul comes back and I'm still staring at the person but I know it can't be you because you were destroyed right infront of me.
In the worst situations, people talk about hope against hope.
I can't even hope.
There is absolutely no form of hope.
Sometimes I think it would have been better if I hadn't seen it myself then perhaps, I could pretend you're still somewhere and hope against hope.
But now I can't even hope to see you again.
I'm sorry I've been through this a thousand times but it still hurts and each time it seems to get worse will it ever go away?
