halfway through studying i suddenly wondered about christmas.
you know how i really like christmas and all.
i think it's the best season of the year really.
but perhaps it was once when i worked through the whole of christmas eve and christmas day at riverside at esplanade all alone right in the midst of all those celebrations hurhur do you know what kind of feeling that was wth.
f-ing lonely f-ing sad i almost felt like crying there i tell you.
that was the very first time i felt sooo lonely you know the feeling of being in this super extremely brightly lit stall(extra hot lights put in just for the two days because it was christmas) standing all alone selling drinks when people outside the stall are pushing shoving and trying to get a glimpse of the fireworks(which never happened, i forgot why) and you still have to smile and try to sell stupid drinks.
i mean, i could have just reached out an arm and touched the whole of singapore (the crowd really did seem like the whole of sg) and yet i was so lonely.
especially after that breakup with dumb in sec4 ahha yeah i worked that job with xt in nov-dec after the o's haha. MANUAL LABOUR. five bucks per hour do all the sai gang.
christmas.
i wonder what'll i be doing for christmas this year.
i guess some things never go away.
bad memories need to be taken care of.
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do ns men come out on christmas? sigh n do they get to come out just 13days they first went in? cos if they dun i guess i m spending christmas alone this yr :(
yup they do come out on xmas. unless kena guard duty. who ask your yangqian fail his NAPFA. feed him too much already right wahaha
LOL KUKU YOU ARE DAMN PRETTY CAREFUL THE ARMY GUYS FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU LOL!
They come out on public holidays (or the eve of public holidays) and after they first enlist they come out after the first 14 days.
Omg damn pretty girl, I want...ahaha
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