of happiness and sadness.

i should think that i'm the happiest person being shot alive.

lantern ladies.

lantern ghosts in the night!

and um, lantern ghosts in broad daylight. damn horrible i know but haha it was so ugly i just has to put it up. me i mean, not eric darling.

eric being silly part 1.

eric being silly part 2.

you realise we're all wearing different coloured tops but half of us are wearing black bottoms and the other half are wearing denim bottoms HAHA quite funny actually. not that i notice these things but it just suddenly struck me while i was typing away haha.

this is a very nice GROUP SHOT! save for the misplaced tongs and est's misplaced lips HAHA!

xt and i got married at the airport hehe. JUST MARRIED! lalalalalalalala.

see she's all ready to cry for us HEH.

group shot! WE LOVE YOU!

that was happiness+sadness.


and this is happiness.

happiness is discovering your boyfriend's webcam can take 64shots of yourself in 30 seconds (NOT KIDDING! it was going so fast i didn't even have time to pose omg haha!) and cheekily setting THIS as your boyfriend's wallpaper.

MIFFED is when your boyfriend turns a perfect wallpaper into THIS because he claims he can see his nonsensical icons better against the black and white background.
nonsense!

i bet his mind processor went something like:
-> OMG WHAT IS THIS COLOURFUL BACKGROUND?! SO UNCOOL!
-> BETTER CHANGE ELSE MY FRIENDS WILL LAUGH AT ME!
-> oh no but cannot change away her pictures ah later she angry.. how?!
-> oh noooo she's STARING at me already!
-> DING! idea hits him.
-> -edit edit blur blur change change-
-> TA DAH!
-> yeah at least my wallpaper looks ABIT cooler now. black and white is ALWAYS cool.

screams: what's with guys and black and white.?!
NOT cool.
he purposely blur out my face one i tell you. HUR.

sigh and this is one of my worst fear. ever.

i think my eczema's coming back.
15 years of sadness and only 4 years of happiness.
please don't let it be this way.