Change is inevitable. But I don't like how you're changing. Please don't become like them. But I can't stop you oh please oh please don't become like this.
Okay switch.
You know, I've been trying and trying very, very hard not to hate someone but I'm failing and failing and I see no end to it.
Long long long long looooong time ago I decided it was time to stop hating because it's fucking childish to even use the word hate against someone so close to you, unless s/he killed your family or something like that. Hate is such a strong word but I can't use the word dislike because it's so mild. I dislike bittergourd but I don't hate it. I'd probably eat it if I had to. But I wouldn't hug you even if I was forced to.
I can't help it. I've tried a million times and I guess I'm pretty upset over this hate feeling but I can't remove it no matter how I try. Omgosh how.
mmm I think it's best if I keep trying at least the hate won't escalate even if it remains the same. Right? Right.
GAH blah.
Okay switch.
Tonight's too pretty a night to be cooped up in my room with the laptop so I headed downstairs and plopped my butt onto the sofa to watch tv and guess who I brought along?
MY LAPTOP! hahaha.
Okay switch.
HAHA I played two rounds of mahjong with eric, est, leo, yw and eric's mum yesterday and when I went home..
I dreamt that I kena hired for a week at a shop that strangely stocked clothes quite similar to Warehouse's. Actually, I'm pretty sure I was working at Warehouse but I cant quite remember. You know how everything's fuzzy-like in a dream right hehe. Anyway don't know why my friends came to look for me and we set up a mahjong table right outside my shop(!!!!!) and! we started playing mahjong right there in the middle of the shopping mall, right outside my shop, with my boss looking at me and all.
play till so happy somemore. I think someone got da san yuan in my dream please! WTH!
I remember my boss thinking okay la since this girl (me) is just going to be here for a week I don't sack her.
But my boss damn jian. She print out the telephone bill with ALL the dialled numbers printed out and she yelled at me for calling someone else just ONCE. I mean, I only used that phone ONCE and she have to niao me as if I make overseas call siao ting tong.
what nonsense.
aiyoh my dream full of nonsense hahahaha.
Okay switch.
12am! tang xin feng bao starting! I still can't believe how alfred just poof sit down and die i mean, wth. people usually die lying down you know. hahahaha.
Okay switch!
actually nothing more to switch to blahblahblahblah foc is starting i hate foc there'll be dumb to turn to if i feel damn left out and all i mean, i don't even have last year's foc shirt and hall shirt or whatever whatever but there'll be periods that i'll have to deal with it oh mannnnnnnnnn.
FOC IS HORRIBLE.
pay 150bucks render my very valuable services and still NO ROOM. pui.
Okay switch.
You know, I've been trying and trying very, very hard not to hate someone but I'm failing and failing and I see no end to it.
Long long long long looooong time ago I decided it was time to stop hating because it's fucking childish to even use the word hate against someone so close to you, unless s/he killed your family or something like that. Hate is such a strong word but I can't use the word dislike because it's so mild. I dislike bittergourd but I don't hate it. I'd probably eat it if I had to. But I wouldn't hug you even if I was forced to.
I can't help it. I've tried a million times and I guess I'm pretty upset over this hate feeling but I can't remove it no matter how I try. Omgosh how.
mmm I think it's best if I keep trying at least the hate won't escalate even if it remains the same. Right? Right.
GAH blah.
Okay switch.
Tonight's too pretty a night to be cooped up in my room with the laptop so I headed downstairs and plopped my butt onto the sofa to watch tv and guess who I brought along?
MY LAPTOP! hahaha.
Okay switch.
HAHA I played two rounds of mahjong with eric, est, leo, yw and eric's mum yesterday and when I went home..
I dreamt that I kena hired for a week at a shop that strangely stocked clothes quite similar to Warehouse's. Actually, I'm pretty sure I was working at Warehouse but I cant quite remember. You know how everything's fuzzy-like in a dream right hehe. Anyway don't know why my friends came to look for me and we set up a mahjong table right outside my shop(!!!!!) and! we started playing mahjong right there in the middle of the shopping mall, right outside my shop, with my boss looking at me and all.
play till so happy somemore. I think someone got da san yuan in my dream please! WTH!
I remember my boss thinking okay la since this girl (me) is just going to be here for a week I don't sack her.
But my boss damn jian. She print out the telephone bill with ALL the dialled numbers printed out and she yelled at me for calling someone else just ONCE. I mean, I only used that phone ONCE and she have to niao me as if I make overseas call siao ting tong.
what nonsense.
aiyoh my dream full of nonsense hahahaha.
Okay switch.
12am! tang xin feng bao starting! I still can't believe how alfred just poof sit down and die i mean, wth. people usually die lying down you know. hahahaha.
Okay switch!
actually nothing more to switch to blahblahblahblah foc is starting i hate foc there'll be dumb to turn to if i feel damn left out and all i mean, i don't even have last year's foc shirt and hall shirt or whatever whatever but there'll be periods that i'll have to deal with it oh mannnnnnnnnn.
FOC IS HORRIBLE.
pay 150bucks render my very valuable services and still NO ROOM. pui.
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